I feel I should sleep. I feel that this would be like the sensible thing to do but we’re like at defcon two of the manic thing. I’ve felt it build for a couple of days but I figure that because, miracle of miracles, I’ve been getting enough sleep it’s been kinda kept under control. Thing is…….last night I didn’t sleep all that well and I’ve been running around all day so I’m tired and now I’m just listening to music and bopping away and well………manic. So we don’t do sensible when we are manic.
I’m actually kinda hungry. Ooh CC has found, out that I can be kinda quiet when I’m manic. Not that I don’t tend to be quiet anyway but I occasionally find in the early stages of mania I just………don’t want to talk. I feel I’m in my own little zone and it’s not like I don’t want to talk to the person or that I want to be alone it’s just that I don’t actually want to talk, it feels like an effort, I’m not explaining it well.
So yeah. I’m just blissed.and chilled and hyper and sleepy and awake and irritated and not and blllllllllllllllllllllllaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh.
Monkeys, monkeys, monkeys.