Hopefully I’m just tired because I didn’t really sleep last night but I feel like shit. I had a good cry last night and I’ve been feeling awful ever since. I’m hoping that a good night#s sleep will sort me out, especially as I have a weapons course tomorrow afternoon. I don’t know why I said I’d go to that. I suppose it’s good training and I do need to work on my weapons work.
In positive news my nest egg for visiting Dakota is building up. I reckon I’ll see about going to see her in the middle of March. In fairness I’m saving up stupid amounts of money, really it’s about allaying my own anxiety, and giving me money to do some spoiling, take her out for a nice meal, maybe buy her something.